Thursday, December 28, 2006
When You Said, "I Love You"
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Thursday, December 14, 2006
My Difficult Life
Why is life so difficult?? I just don't understand why, then again maybe is not for me to understand why that is. So many things on my mind, driving me crazy, it is to the point where i can't take it anymore, i just can't do it anymore. What should i do?? What should i do?? I don't have the smallest clue, i just wish the Love of my life would be more understanding of what it is that i'm trying to do, all i've always wanted to do is to give her the world and that's what i want to do. I just don't know..................................................................
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I Love You as a Valley Loves
I love you as a valley loves
The river through its fields,
Or as a note upon a page
The music that it yields.
I need you as the moon requires
The sun to make it shine,
Or as a soul in search of faith
Is rescued by some sign.
You are as much a part of me
As meadows are of Earth,
Or as a song is of a heart,
Replenishing its worth.
I love you as a hawk loves air,
Or a sailor loves the sea,
Or as a strong wave seeks the sand,
But ah! do you love me?
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Dreams Do Come True
Dreams do come true, but only when
They make it through despair,
Limping into everyday
Transformed beyond repair.
No dream would be a dream if it
Could pass for something real,
Nor would we sail for paradise
Would it its shoals conceal.
So it is with love: the dream
Long longed for, now possessed,
Must be a dream no longer, but
An emperor undressed.
Stark naked it must come to us
In unaccustomed shame,
And we must take it in our arms
And love it all the same.
And we must love love as it is
That dreams might still come true,
Mangled into miracles
To make our lives anew.
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Monday, December 11, 2006
You make me feel this way !!
There you go again,
Rubbing up against my skin,
I have to catch my breath,
I begin to shake,
Your lips trace down my neck,
Its scaring me to death,
How did you learn to do this to me,
How did you draw me to the edge,
Just to push me off,
I hate the way you know me,
You kill me when you hold me,
Your like a curse going through every nerve,
You hold me like this won't hurt,
Your pulling and I'm pushing,
I toss and twist 'till finally I give in,
I am reckless when it comes to you,
You're my addiction,
And I can't get rid off you.
Just let me go,
I'm fighting and I'm losing,
I hate being addicted,
Only you can do this to me,
I wore so thin,
You could see right through my skin,
I feel so desperate for you,
You know you can have me,
So why do you do this?
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How I feel about you !!
My lady's presence makes the roses red,
Because to see her lips they blush for shame.
The lily's leaves, for envy, pale became,
And her white hands in them this envy bred.
The marigold the leaves abroad doth spread,
Because the sun's and her power is the same.
The violet of purple colour came.
Dyed in the blood she made my heart to shed.
In brief: all flowers from her their virtue take;
From her sweet breath their sweet smells do proceed;
The living heat which her eyebeams doth make
Warmeth the ground and quickeneth the seed.
The rain, wherewith she watereth the flowers,
Falls from mine eyes, which she dissolves in showers.
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Wednesday, December 06, 2006
I Know I Didn't Do So Well
The little time I had.
But though I've lost my only dream,
I'm still crazy about you.
You were the first real woman for me,
And I made my mistakes.
But though I've paid a bitter price,
I'm still crazy about you.
How much is a love like mine
Worth to you right now?
Other guys might know the ropes,
But I'm still crazy about you.
So what if you would be a little
Crazy, too, like me?
And go for it just one more time,
'Cause I'm . . . well, you already know.
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Tuesday, December 05, 2006
The Sweetest Thing I've Never Known
Her gentle hands caressing my face.
Her lips are soft against my skin,
As all my fears are soon erased.
I can feel her smile without opening my eyes.
Her breath in perfect rhythm with me,
Her heart beating softly, as she sighs.
As my soul gives itself away
To all this as my eyes close slowly,
Reveling in thoughts of her and these dreams of another day.
All of these thoughts I have alone
And for my love, I'll love in vain
The sweetest thing I've... never known.
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A NIGHT ON THE BEACH
WE WALKED A LONELY BEACH.
STARS TWINKLED HIGH ABOVE
THEY SEEMED CLOSE ENOUGH TO REACH.
ARM IN ARM THE MOOD WAS SET,
GULLS RESTED HERE AND THERE.
WE CHATTED FOR A LITTLE WHILE
OUR TALK WAS LIGHT AS AIR.
THIS MOMENT WOULD BE PRICELESS,
IT WOULD LAST THROUGHOUT THE YEARS.
A QUICK EXCHANGE OF, "I LOVE YOU'S"
WASHED AWAY OUR HIDDEN FEARS.
WATER RIPPLED IN THE MOONLIGHT,
SOFT SAND BENEATH OUR FEET.
WHAT A TIME TO HEAR, AND SO SINCERE,
AN, "I LOVE YOU," SO SWEET
TWO LOVERS IN THE NIGHT
HAND IN HAND THEY STROLL THE BEACH.
GAZING UP TO SEE THE STARS
ALMOST CLOSE ENOUGH TO REACH.
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Friday, December 01, 2006
A couple of Quotes for You
"The world means everything to me and you are my world."
"If the day comes when I die and go up in the sky, as I'm there, I'll write your name on every star so you can look up and see how much you really mean to me."
"If you think that I should "fall" in love with you, then you need to give me something worth tripping over."
"I never felt the earth move, until I felt your touch."
"If I tried to explain how much I love you, it would be like making a beautiful song stand still."
"It could be a rainy day but with you it would still feel like sunshine."
"I never thought anything could even come close to being perfect...Why is it that when I'm with you I have second thoughts?"
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Only You
only you can see.
No-one else even knows it's there....
it's the tender side of me.
There is a special place in my life...
only you can fill.
Everytime I feel the heat blazing in my soul...
I know our love is real.
This is a special time in my life...
I share with only you.
The way we laugh and talk and care...
like only lovers do.
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Wednesday, November 29, 2006
Billionaires Help Katrina Victims
After looking at the Warren Buffet special on CNBC the other night and after that I started to watch in HBO the Comic Relief special something just popped up in my head “Katrina Victims” I don’t know why but it just happened. Later on I started to think how much those people have suffered and the living conditions that they are having to get used to in a day-to-day. I remember seeing in the Comic Relief special that they were building houses for those victims for something like $49,000 or something like that and then I thought about how many of those houses can be built if every Billionaire in the United States of America (which if I can recall it right Forbes magazine list the richest people in the US and I think is well over 100 if I’m not mistaken) donated $1 Million dollars to rebuilt the area, to help those families rebuild houses, or get new houses for them, I might not be a Finance guru but I would assume that $1 Million for a Billionaire is like pocket change for them plus I know for a fact that if they were to do that then that donation would be a tax write off and they will get it back which means that they are loosing no money and they will be helping the great cause. Let’s think about it if only the top 100 richest people of the US donate $1 Million then we’ll have $100 Million to rebuild or build houses (about 20 of those $49,000 houses if my math serves me right per $1 Million so we are talking over 2,000 housing units) there can be a whole lot that can be done with that kind of money. Don’t have to give it to an organization to handle that task find someone, some CEO to oversee the handling of that money to make sure that it is used to for the purpose that it was set out to be. So basically what I’m trying to do is call out all of those people that have those resources to put them into play and let’s help those people get their lives back in order. Some people have a givers heart like me but most of us don’t have a givers wallet to do it.
Jose,
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I care for you so deeply
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While You Were Sleeping
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Tuesday, November 28, 2006
I Love You Even Though I Know
I love you even though I know
You show no love for me.
Your eyes are icy springs that feed
My hidden ecstasy.
All night I hold you in my arms
And sleep in your embrace.
All day I turn away from life
To gaze upon your face.
Alone I find within my heart
A black and raging sea,
For only you, beloved one,
Can calm my Galilee.
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I Find My Happiness in Loving You
I find my happiness in loving you.
Though my love is not returned, I don't mind waiting.
The woods are a cathedral where I pray
For the beauty and grace that lie within my heart.
You hold me and we kiss, and yet not yet
Is there the unity that love must crave.
You want me, but not as I want you:
This truth is like a wreckage on my sea.
There's no one else I hunger for, nor touch
That makes me feel I must take off my skin;
And so I'll wait as years pile up like leaves,
And long with the lonely patience of the moon.
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Sunday, November 19, 2006
Though I Broke My Promise and Your Trust
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Saturday, November 18, 2006
Sexual Feelings
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Thursday, November 16, 2006
The Things I Love About You
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Wednesday, November 15, 2006
Thank You for Being the Heart of My Life
Thank you for being the heart of my life,
Harboring me in the arms of your love,
Anchoring me in the rock of your faith,
Needing me, that I not be in vain,
Knowing me well, yet loving me still.
You are the island I've found in my sea,
Ocean I dwell in and deep where I dive,
Unfailing heaven and passionate earth.
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I Don't Know How We Get into These Fights
I don't know how we get into these fights.
After them I look back at the ashes
More shocked than hurt, as when a light plane crashes,
Slanting numb through strange, unearthly lights.
Oh, how I wish I could get off that plane
Rushing to its rendezvous with tears!
Rage is but a mask for my shy fears.
Yet I would die before I caused you pain.
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Thursday, November 09, 2006
Even Though We Fight a Lot, I Love You
Even though we fight a lot, I love you.
We fight, I think, because the stakes are high.
I sometimes get so mad I cannot stand you,
But underneath my anger I could cry.
I have an uncontrolled need to control you,
To be your only destiny and guide.
I know it isn't fair to try to mold you,
But my poor love's entangled in my pride.
Ah, love! Please love me even in my fury,
Which rises like a tide beneath the moon.
I plead before my only judge and jury:
I want to change, but know change won't come soon.
Love finds it hard to let the loved one be
The person who is loved so passionately.
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Friday, August 25, 2006
Help Me Understand !!!
I know I did bad things that hurt you bad, I did not mean to cause you so much heartbreaking pain and anguish and I hope you believe me. Even though I have hurt you, it wasn't intended because I didn't know any better. Call me an ignorant, stupid fool, call me what you will, but please let me make things better and make things right between us. I need your help to understand. First let me make you understand that I know that I hurt you and I can tell you honestly that it will never happen again. I want to learn, I want to make things right, I want to do anything I can to make you happy once again. Relationships take work, hard work and although I can make mistakes, it is only because I have never been involved in such a deep relationship before, I've never felt this way for another woman. This is new to me and I am still learning how to act and behave because like I told you before I've never cared about somebody like I care about you. I hope you will help me to make things better for not just me or you but the both of us. I am having a difficult time understanding the pain I have caused you, it is not because I don't want to. I do want to. I wish I could feel that pain for you and take it away. I would take all of the suffering for you if you would allow me. Please, please, please, please, Baby please forgive me, I have only always loved you since the day I that I told you that I LOVED YOU. I throw myself at your mercy and hope that your love will one day be as strong as mine. I that you see how imperfect I am but I would love for you to also see how perfect my love is for you. I only make mistakes because I was stupid and not thinking clearly then. Please forgive me Baby, my love, and help me to make things right for both of us.
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Friday, August 11, 2006
Thank GOD for Having YOU
Baby,
I love having you in my life. It has never been the same since you came into it, and I know it will never be the same again...
I love you so much. You are always inside of me, warm within my heart, and you are everywhere in the world that surrounds me. You come to me tenderly. You take my soul places it's never been before. You give me more of you than I ever knew could give.
You give me feelings that feel like presents almost too beautiful to open. Among the gifts you have given, one of the most wonderful of all is the joy of being so close to you. Thank you for trusting me enough to share all that you are...with all that I hope to be. I love catching glimpses of every new facet you share with me. And the more you do that...the more I can't help but adore what I see.
In the time that we have been together, you have made my sun rise on so many mornings - and I'm sure it was you who made my stars come out at night. You've surprised me with the gifts of hope and laughter and love, and you've made me a believer in something I never used to have too much faith in: the notion that dreams really can come true.
If there are times when you look at me and see my eyes filled with smiles and tears, it's only because my heart is so full of happiness, and because my life is so thankful for...you. I LOVE YOU BABY.
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Wednesday, August 09, 2006
When I say I LOVE YOU !!
Baby,
"When I say I love you, it's not because I want you or because I can't have you. It has nothing to do with me. I love what you are, what you do, how you try. I've seen your kindness and your strength. I've seen the best and the worst of you. And I understand with perfect clarity exactly what you are. You're a hell of a woman. You're the one. I just love you, no matter what. Do I ask too much when I want someone to say that to me?
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Monday, August 07, 2006
My Depressive Life
This past week has been really bad for me. Suffering from depression is a complicated thing. I try so hard to fight my monsters, but they are resilient. When the smallest thing goes wrong, I feel like my world is over. And when I have a bad week, it seems like I am fighting a losing battle. I hate it. I hate being crazy. The sadness is indescribable. I feel like I don’t belong in this world. Like nothing will ever change. Like I just can’t seem to catch a break. Everytime I tell myself to be positive and get through it, I always get knocked back down by someone or something. That is inevitable. It is the only constant thing in my life. Just love the people in your life with everything you have. It does not count if you don’t tell them. Tell them they matter. Tell them you need them & love them & would be lost without them. Be kind to everyone, whether a friend or a stranger. Please understand that your words can make or ruin someone’s day without you even realizing it. Know that there are some people out there with extremely fragile souls who can break so easily. People who have already been broken and are trying desperately to put their lives back together. Some, like me, go through their day grasping at the smallest bit of hope that they can wake up tomorrow and face their lives again. Realize they need you to love them. Understand they feel lost and are searching for something to hope for.Be the hope they can cling to.
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After the Weekend
Well another weekend where things are getting better, sometimes is hard to express frustration without trying to make it an all about me issue. I just wish that one day, maybe one day I'll be understood on how much I want this to work out for not only me but for us and for everybody that is involved in it (meaning family members). I just wish that one person will finally realize that after all mistakes that were made by me that I will never, ever, ever make them again. Sometimes it is hard to express how much I understand that the mistakes that were made by me can't just go and disappear but in the same talking how much you LOVE and CARE about that special one that you are willing to do anything and everything to make the relationship move forward and work it out. I just hope that one day everything gets better and we don't push each other away. I LOVE YOU BABY ;-)
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Friday, August 04, 2006
Another Day
Another day here at work, it is so frustrating, so many things to do and so little time to do it. Long, long, long day thinking and thinking of what plan of action to take? What to do? How to do it? and still nothing. I just can't believe that I'm so lucky to have somebody so special in my life like my fiancee', she is just everything that I need, she is just everything that I want, thanks to her I stay focus on what I need to do and what I want to accomplish, she is my completer I am complete thanks to her. One day (and when I say one day I really mean it) I will give her the WORLD because she deserves it, she has put up with so much from me that anything less than the WORLD will be unfair.
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Thursday, August 03, 2006
MY FAMILY
Here you see my family (from left to right) My Mom, Daughter, Son, Sister, Aunt and the person that I LOVE the most in this entire world, my completer, my life, my everything, my Lovely Fiancee'.
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Hello
Hello,
Well i guess there will be more to follow, just started.
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