How can I tell you what I feel for you?
When I think of you my feelings twist inside
As if someone's fist reached in and grabbed a few,
And turned and turned them tight and tangled. I've tried
Somehow to say: You're the sun in my sky,
The wind that takes me where I want to go,
The sweet incense that makes me feel so high
That loving you seems all I need to know.
But it all sticks in my throat! It sounds too cute,
Empty as a wrinkled paper bag.
You won't believe it! Better I stay mute
Than offer you cliches that make you gag.
And yet I wish to tell you of my love,
If only love its own locks would remove!
Friday, January 11, 2008
How Can I Tell You What I Feel for You
I've Dreamed of Loving You for Many Years
I've dreamed of loving you for many years,
Loving you each day and night, each hour,
Loving till you flow into my tears,
And I into the garden where you flower.
Of course I must be me, as you are you,
But just as bushes planted side by side
So intertwine one cannot tell they're two,
We will through love and time be unified.
So have I dreamed, though we have been apart
So long that I of life with you despaired,
Holding wounded hope within my heart
That through these frozen years it might be spared.
The world is a redaction of the dream.
Our greatest pain deep longings shall redeem.
I Want to Make Your Heart Beat Just for Me
I want to make your heart beat just for me.
I want a true love in my lonely life.
I've looked a long time, dated many men,
But none I walked with walked in step with me.
We walk together well, the best of friends.
Somehow we just fit, as if clean cut
To go together, zigzags complementary.
But now I would be something more than friends.
I know I take a chance to mention love.
I've no idea what feeling's in your heart.
But if you'd catch a burning, plunging star,
I know I'd make you happy for your love.
Tuesday, January 08, 2008
I Know I Didn't Do So Well
I know I didn't do so well
The little time I had.
But though I've lost my only dream,
I'm still crazy about you.
You were the first real date for me,
And I made my mistakes.
But though I've paid a bitter price,
I'm still crazy about you.
How much is a love like mine
Worth to you right now?
Other guys might know the ropes,
But I'm still crazy about you.
So what if you would be a little
Crazy, too, like me?
And go for it just one more time,
'Cause I'm . . . well, you already know.
After you are gone
After you're gone
How will I go to work?
Who will I phone
To talk through the silent evening
After you're gone?
You're part of my life,
A piece of my tapestry.
On what rock
Will my castle rest
After you're gone?
Time will turn
But without hands.
How will I eat
Without my day on your dish
After you're gone?
You're the only place
I can put myself.
No hopes or dreams
Can fill my tumbling days
After you're gone.
All this time
It seems like it was just yesterday,
When you weren't so far away,
You've touched my heart in some ways,
I wish I can go back to the good-old-days...
You've filled me up with
unforgettable conversations,
All the things we said,
It's all stored in my head,
You were really the one I wanted!
Not a day goes by,
That I don't think of our awful goodbye,
I go crazy every minute,
Of how I really regretted it...
Those text messages are still on my phone,
I read it when I feel so alone,
Those laugh outloud talks in yahoo,
Are still on my computer,
Everytime I read it, it makes me blue...
Those times that I called,
I just wished time would hold,
Those times you showed your face on cam,
I really wished that I can caress
your face with my hand...
I haven't heard anything from you,
It feels like it's been an eternity
that we haven't spoken,
All this time it's always you,
Neither my heart and mind wants
to let go of you...
I Wish that I Could Be with You
I wish that I could be with you
And hold you in my arms,
Whisper all my love to you
And kiss away your tears.
I wish that I could take your cares
And put them all away,
Neatly folded into drawers
While pleasure lights your smile.
I wish that joy could step inside
Your heart and stay awhile,
And all the rain could turn into
A rainbow in the sun.
And all our loneliness like mist
Could fade into the blue,
A memory of sad, hard times
That happened long ago.
But I cannot come home right now,
And you cannot come here;
And so our dreams must be the fields
On which we laugh and play.
If life cannot be what we want,
It will, it will be so;
For love can turn the harshest light
To gold through sheer affection.
Friday, January 04, 2008
Wet
Languidly parting the moist curtain.
he slides into the smooth vessel.
the color of fire pink velvet.
his large hands securely wielding the creamy white handles,
firmly manipulating them until
just a trickle of foamy liquid flows forth.
She faces him, their eyes, reflecting pools of love,
lock on each other. embracing, both, with body and soul,
they melt together in the steamy atmosphere.
memories flood as her neck arches and wet kisses cover her throat.
teasing one another in the aquamarine Caribbean ocean.
causing rough ripples to fan out across the water of a swimming pool
as they played. discovering new things as a soft summer rain, like the sound of a
tinkling xylophone, soaked them.
Aromas of citrus, colognes and faintly, the sea
drift and swirl around them.
skin drenched, rivulets of salty sweat stream between them.
sauna heat builds as temperatures rise.
flesh moves with synchronized, frantic fluidity.
a torrential river violently rushes into a cascading waterfall.
drowning in a frenzied whirlpool, gasping for air, silent screams.
then the peace of a tranquil, crystal clear lake prevails
and the relaxation of a hot spraying shower returns,
as she lovingly shampoos his hair
A Fairytale
Dreamland awaits you,
Close your eyes,
Imagine you and I,
Close as breath,
Skin upon skin,
Lips touching,
For you taste of Raspberries,
sweetly irresistible,
The fragrance of you,
Takes my breath away,
I am burning inside,
A torch of fire,
Burning fuel of passion,
For you are my desire,
My heart beats with every breath,
You are my destiny,
Your eyes evade me,
deep, dark, mysterious,
I am your slave,
Your love has captured me,
Grab my body,
Pull me close,
Show me your love,
In ways I could only dream.
Wake me I must be dreaming,
This is a fairytale.
Passion's Flames
A touch, soft and tender.
A whisper, full of desire
A gasp of sweet surrender
As passion fuels the fire
No words spoken between them
No promises to be kept
No lies being told tonight
No looking back - no regrets
Longing to hold each other
Such precious little time
Both vowed to another
Being lonely their only crime
Tomorrow bringing sorrow
A brief moment of shame
With the memory of this one night
A release from passion's flames
Thursday, January 03, 2008
May I Kiss You?
I ask if I may kiss you.
You just smile; no answer is necessary.
My initial kiss is just a flirting of our lips.
My tongue lightly flicking -
Like I am asking, "Do you want me?"
The tip of my tongue runs all around your lips.
Touching every part,
Inside and out -
Over and over again.
Tickling you, tickle, tickle, goes my tongue.
Now I press my lips gently to yours.
Rubbing your lips back and forth against mine.
My kisses are hot and fast.
I cannot rest long in any one place.
I have such a need to go on.
I trail kisses of passion all over your face.
Then back to your mouth.
Our tongues dance together.
We are exploring.
I circle your tongue with the tip of mine.
You echo the pattern back to me.
I lick the sides, underside and the top.
You echo back.
I suck your lower lip.
You echo back.
We repeat, repeat, repeat.
The sensations are driving our emotions.
We are wild for each other.
You thrust your tongue in and out.
The movements are rhythmic and stabbing.
Simulating our love making during mating.
I ask again, do you want me?
I can tell that you do.
No words are necessary.
Sexual Feelings
Rainy days and cold nights,
These are days I need you to hold me tight in your arms,
Hold me close and keep me warm,
Tell me I'm your good luck charm,
Look me in my eyes and tell me I'm the one for you ,
Tell me I'm your every wish come true,
Lay me down very gently,
Then make love to me essentially,
Caress my body from head to toe not missing a spot,
Lets play around like connect the dots,
Lets make each other hot till our body heat rise like a rollercoaster ride,
Take my body on a journey that never ends,
It always seems to just begin,
Make me climax like i never done before,
Do what you want to my body its all yours,
Rub me, lick me, kiss me, tease me do what ever you want to my body as long as its pleasing
Like it or not
How long will i love her flow
How long will i kiss your mouth of snow
How long will i be touched by her bow
How long will i love her flow
Like it or not I'm in your spot
Running with the flu you struck hard enough
I tell you to drop your guard
Coming up strong to give you allot romantic stuff
How long will i hold
How long will i row
I think i just got the disease
A little bit of you in me feels so sweet
Well I'm about to stay
Nevermind if it's not my way
Like it or not i fell all in this round
Won't you put me down
Coming up strong lady
Give you allot of romantic stories
How long will i trust
How long will i devour your lust
How long will i shout rust
How long will it be
Like it or not i want your heart
A cool wave refreshed my skull
Make sure of stocking this moment
Glad to see you like me much
I think i just got the disease
A little of you in me feels so sweet
Well I'm about to stay
Nevermind if it's not my way
Like it or not i fell all in this round
Won't you put me down
Coming up strong lady
Give you allot of romantic stories
Like it or not I'm gonna kick some to the moon
Ready matelo to sail far soon
Maybe drag me to the sea
God you know I'm a lucky teen
And I'm a lucky teen
Sing about the lucky teen
What Will you say
How long will i be the lucky teen
I guess more than a day
One Night
How could you be scared,
You weren't even dared,
You made your own choice,
I heard it, in your voice,
I opened the door, let you in,
You've been warned, this is a sin,
Yet you layed on the bed,
Allowing me, to give you head,
You let out a soft moan,
Then you threw your phone,
I kept getting more excited,
From the way, I was invited,
But then I did the final check,
I came up, kissed your neck,
And you began to shake,
It was more, than you could take,
So I asked you why,
And you began to cry,
I reached out to take your hand,
Hoping you would understand,
You jumped up, breaking the dream,
Opened your mouth, making it scream,
I knew this was never right,
Even thought it was, only one night.
Wednesday, January 02, 2008
Inside of Me
If you could see inside my soul
see inside my heart
you would know how I long for you
while we're apart
If you could see inside my head
if thoughts were things to see
you would know how I cherish you
how much you mean to me
In all the ways you comfort me
the way you hold me near
the way you know just what to do
to chase away my fear
The sparkle in your beautiful eyes
your smile, an your laugh
are just a few of many reasons
I love you so so much
Knowing I can talk to you
about any and everything
and knowing together we will get
through whatever life may bring
I could search the whole world over
and this I know is true
I would never find another love
like the love I found with you!!!
Though with each new day, each sunrise
we can't know what's in store
there is one thing I know for sure
each day I love you more!!!
So if you could see inside my head
if thoughts were things to see
you would know how blessed I feel
to have you with me....
Kiss
It happened that night.
He said follow and so She did.
Down the stairs they went.
There was no one to follow.
Her heart was racing. She
didnt know what to expect.
His heart was pounding
afraid she'll turn back.
He puts money into the machine.
While She presses her back against
All he can say is are you afraid.
Afraid of what? she replied back
This. He pressed up against her.
There they kissed. A moment
that felt right. But then She
realized, she was dating his friend
She pushes him off, as he still asking for
more. All she can do is so no, boy was he tough.
He kept trying to keep her there. Still she kept
wanting to get out. They go back upstairs, and
to their surprise. He was there. Standing there looking
at his girl and bestfriend, without a question of where they were. All he had was hug for her. But inside
she was burning. She knew what she did could hurt
him alot. Throughout the whole night His friend was rude
He made dirty comments, and stared her down, and she
wanted to do is try and figure out. why did she kiss him
that night?
Tuesday, January 01, 2008
The Urge
I look into your eyes,
you look into mine.
Both minds drift in sweet heavens,
what do you think we should do?
We shouldn't move fast with one another.
But the urge is there...
Longing for a tease of lips.
Eyes glowing..
Heart pumping...
Sometimes all you can do
is stop the feeling,
but other times you just
can't.
Some days, will happen from the heart.
Ah God
Ah, God, the way your little finger moved
As you thrust a bare arm backward
And made play with your hair
And a comb a silly gilt comb
Ah, God—that I should suffer
Because of the way a little finger moved.
Vanessa Blue In Lex Steele's movie
This is an all star cast of big butts gettin nasty starring Anaconda Barbara Summer Hypnotiq J.R. Langdon Kelly Wells Lexington Steele Maxx Black Nikki Nievez Sydnee Capri and of course Vanessa Blue and yes girls like Kelli Wells are welcome.
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